Why do these things happen Vlll

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Going since sunday since she said she filed, never found it listed at the courts so who knows. Over all think I have done extremely well leaving her alone except where the little one was involved. Been in a pretty good mood just letting it ride this week, well today just kind of hit me with being lonely and missing her. They went out of town for the weekend so I have a few more days to go. I keep thinking I am not normal in how this is progressing, does what she does and seem normal compared to the rest of the WAS's?