RCR is right, This is not about you. Sure your marriage had problems, every marriage does, but this is really about them, not you. It takes a while to fully understand this, but when you do you will feel much better and look at your W in a different way.
M35 W37 S9 D6 M12 yrs Know 15 yrs Bomb 1/28/07 My Sitch Failure is the opportunity to start again more intelligently - Henry Ford