UD & RCR.... Thanks for your thoughts, words and especially hugs. Boy could I use one of those right now! I'm not sure what's worse, having your spouse out of the house and wondering if anything will ever change, or seeing your spouse in front of your very eyes completely reject you day-in and day-out. But I will take your advice. I think maybe I'll have few beers with a friend tonight. And hang with my teenage boys tomorrow. I'm hoping she'll see my changes and turn the corner someday. In the meantime, please check in with me once in a while to keep my sanity and keep reminding me of what to do.