OK, please explain to me how I can meet my own needs. Just start with my list from earlier this week.

Cemar, people have been trying to tell you this very thing. But it seems that if you can't have it all right now, then it's not good enough.
Think about all the things you've learned since you were a child. Did you go to bed one night still in diapers and wake up an accountant? Things take time Cemar. Have you ever heard the saying 'when the student is ready, the teacher will appear'? You can hear the same thing over and over but you won't get it until you're ready. We're all waiting for that moment for you, in the sincerest way.


"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."

- Nathaniel Hawthorne