hi nom.. & as always good input thanks for that mate
I see that I did push a little there, but to be honest, I knew that during the call & I was aiming for that, crazy, maybe I have no regrets though. You know I don't want this D but with the lack of face to face contact etc, I know that my chances are way beyond slim. I felt I had to try something that would give her something to think on.
I have wanted to say something along those lines for some time now, I have feel no need to repeat myself to her. You are right I have nothing to loose in this, the biggest thing is probably already lost at this point anyway. If she files then so be it, I will know that she wants it. A part of me is tired of all this, I will continue on this crazy ride just to see where the final stop is though.