My little glimmer of hope just fizzled out

[kaydeekay]

It gets harder now...they waiver a lot at the beginning, less through the main portion, and then a lot again at the end.

Thanks RCR.
I was not aware of the waivering again towards he end. I totally agree with that I am cycling. In my head I kept giving myself deadlines when I expected H to be through with this. Obviously this does not work at all for me.

What is it in your insticts that tell you he's not coming back...

Just by the tone in his voice when he told me that since we've been apart far too long he didn't see us working out.

But I agree with all of you, RCR, JMC, and TGF. I will let H do all the leg work if he wants to file a D.