Had session #2 w/ C last night. Went well, but I felt myself holding back a bit. She asked some tough questions that I really need to find the tough answers. Definitely have to look inward much more to really get myself straightened out. Who knew!?! I really like that C is pushing me a bit. I can rationalize anything to the point that I want to see. She will not let that happen. Met w/ friends after that for the usual Thirsty Thursday. We had fun, and I have tentative plans for tonite now. Weekedn nights are the ones I worry about sitting around. So working on covering those. Used to be we never made real solid plans, b/c W and I could go out together if nothing was going on. Now I don't want to me twiddling my thumbs. That's when I start thinking about the what if's. I can get pretty down doing that. Other than that just looking forward to being back at home for night and getting a few things done. Will be nice to see W Sunday. Keep reminding myself to Act As If she misses mem loves me, wants me.
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