On the M front.... I have been feeling more and more over my H, but also have been able to truly forgive him even more... just accept things for what they are. With the time I've had to heal, I am able to really take even more responsibility for my part in things. I used to end up blaming myself too much, be too hard on myself, and in those times forget all that HE was, is, and has done. I still do wonder if things could be different with us and haven't stopped standing, but don't just hope they will be. Things are and will continue to be different for me, that's for sure.
I didn't text back again. It's so funny how predictable he is. Just trying to keep me waiting. I think he might be fairly agreeable to mediate or collaborate if I was to ask him to D soon.
Good morning J, solid post here. You sound like your thoughts are processing exactly as they should be. I was so glad to see you say how predictable he was and that you are clearly seeing his angles that he uses. It has taken you a while, but you are really starting to understand how he works.
By the way, thanks for always checking in on my thread
