Sorry I have not posted. It has been a very weird several days. First of all everything that happened this week was compounded by it being that time again. So of course emotions are very high.
My H flipped back to not knowing what he wants to do. He is still not in love with me but loves me and cares about me. He is not sure if we will work out or not. Weird switch from last week when he told me that he loved me and that he wanted to work things out. I wish these MLCers could just make up their mind.
So it was an emotional Tuesday and Wednesday. Yesterday was better for me but he was very depressed. Went shopping to buy clothes and left the mall with an anxiety attack. But he did call me after he left to go shopping and said when I get home can we talk. He said he had nothing to talk about but he wanted to just talk.
When he came home he talked not a whole lot. He was tired, I guess instead of shopping he went to do some "mindful meditation". I am not sure what that is. But it is something our c told him about. He said it makes him tired.
I was spinning on Tuesday and Wednesday (out of control). But yesterday I picked myself up and I am back on track. We are going to a joint C session today. I am interested to see how that goes. I will update when I am done.
Hopefully, everyone is well and thank you all for stopping in on my old thread. Hope to see more of you here.
Mimi
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007
