I went home for supper she was making lasagna planned to eat at 6:00. I got there and they had already ate, w is on the computer. She said they couldnt wait. W/these stupid hours this week I thought it would be nice to eat together. So i sat at the table and ate and left w/out another word to her.

Before work I asked what she is telling the kids about her leaving to see om. She said the same as last time (going to mineapolis w/college girl friend). I really dont want to be home when she returns but it is on a tuesday. I may take the day off work and take kids to valley fair (thats in mineapolis). I really dont know if I can afford it though.
Any other suggestions? I dont know what time she gets in.

As far as her talking to om she does it in her room or in basement. I have walked in on her several times(not on purpose) I didnt know she was in there. Or she will be getting something in kitchen and keep talking to him while she gets it, then leaves.
When i hear her ringtone for an incoming text message my heart stops. this happens all the time and really bothers me. She does text back right in front of me.

I think while she is gone i will get used to our bed again and tell her she is welcome to sleep in it but to stay on her side.

Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt