From what I guess from your h saying he wished A never happened.... he is starting to realize he did something wrong. This is a step forward. In the beginning, he is ALL CORRECT in leaving you and loving OW (because of whatever reason he deems fit). Now, I am guessing he is starting to wake up. Granted, he still have strong feelings for OW (his fault to put HER into all these misery of D, etc.) No, he is not over her yet, long way from that. However, do you sense he is starting to feel a bit guilty towards you also? That he did not show before?
Thanks OC.. Always good to hear from you.. And, yes... H now expresses big time guilt for hurting me. Wishes he could turn back time and the A never happened, etc... Won't stop.. but feels guilty.. I don't get it. Hurts so good I guess...
