2.I will try to live my life like a mirror...the reflection of my previous life or DO THINGS THE EXACT OPPOSITE of what I used to. I figure at this point this might be the best direction to move forward with...
REALLY not making fun, but your comment reminded me of that episode on Seinfeld where George Costanza did the same thing 'cause all his decisions were wrong. Turned his life around...
But seriously, though you were (and still are) a flawed human being, not all of your actions and decisions were wrong. Be reflective. What works, what's got to go.
Be good to yourself!
SD
Me: 40 H: 43 H had EA from 2/06-9/06 Bomb 5/06 Piecing since 9/2006 3/2008: Boundary setting 7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb. 8/2010: Marriage finally on track!