MikeinMidland2,

Thanks for the cheese, just finishing a glass of white whine now, so it will go down well.

Well the holidays have started here in Blighty and we are sharing the responsbility of looking after the children. W is currently one hour away in our caravan and I will rejoin them tomorrow.

Little bit of a slide last night (early hours). I wanted to get intimate and W is in turned-off phase of cycle. So neither of us got much sleep and consequently she was not in good mood when I left early this morning. Will apologise when I see her tomorrow night.

Going to rant a bit now.....patience is not for wimps and I feel like a total wimp at the moment. W will have 5 days away from me next week and I know the OP will contact her during that time (just on the phone). I know she hasn't seen him for 2 months, but why can he profess his love and I have to keep my mouth shut and act as though the sun is shining (which it definately isn't in Britain). I would love to go down on one knee, share my love with my W and sweep her into my arms; instead I will act like her best friend and listen to her complain about life instead.

On the plus side, the 180s seem to be OK. No R talk except when with counsellor and some fun times together. W talked about a concert we were going to see in September (part of her birthday present). Asked W to pick up passport application for D today as we have a holiday booked for October in Mallorca. Going to phone now and check how she got on and how the children are.


Paul

Married 16
Know 21
Kids m8, f5

Bomb: 4/07
Despair to Hope: 4/07 - ongoing

Never, ever give up

Current Sitch