Still Seperated and Hopeful

[mcojh]

I am ok HB, thanks for asking. Took a week off as I was way busy at work last week. As far as the church thing from back a few posts goes, I am most fearful of someone with a big mouth saying something to S15. FIL thought it was his business to tell everyone that the seperation was duue to adultery.

Anyway, on to new happenings. I was gone to a hotel all last week for work. I limited my talks with CW to kid related stuff. Suddenly, she started asking me stuff about my day etc.

We had arranged to go out for pizza last night. When she called about 5, she told me that a co-worker had called and invited her to a home interiors stuff party. I asked if she was going to go, and she said, "I don't want you to get mad by cancelling." It was in jest and I told her to go if she wanted. She said that she didn't want to go to the party. I picked her up and we had a very nice pizza at a true pizza place (sorry pizza hut, you suck). We talked about a lot of stuff, no serious R stuff though. Am I supposed to initiate that? The closest we got was a church comment when she said that she liked the church we were trying out, but I could decide for myself. It seems to me that if she was done with me, she wouldn't want me there.

After dinner, we stopped for a drink and then I brought her home. On the way, she said, "I hope S6 wants to go for a scooter ride." Meaning that she was going for a walk. I was a little relaxed from the beer and said that I would go if he didn't want to....then added, I would go no matter what. I ran home to change shoes and we had a very nice walk. Again, no R talk, but talk none the less. No future stuff, which isn't surprising, but hurtful. No non future stuff either. We joked around and horsed around teasing each other. When I dropped them off I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Today CW and S15 leave for a week long church trip out of state. I will actually miss them. We have been getting along better, so I hope I don't over due it and call too much.