Just a quick chime in that I think you've got more positives than negatives going on right now. I'm with you, cultivating patience blows, but, even if we (everyone on this board, I mean)learn nothing else from our experiences, becoming more patient is good regardless of where we end up.
Keep it up. I'd kill to be able to rub on any part of my W right now.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY