CM. it definitely applies to me as well. I'm one of those people who have to know everything. that's part of my obsessiveness on the computer, since I'll get on here reading everything. I've probably researched about the fish tank for 20 hours, and probably the same for the monavie. I'm sure it's probably more!

I'm very proud of myself though today. We got some cleaning done this morning and then we played a made up bible game and the kids enjoyed it. I need to set a time every morning to be involved with them and also get them involved spiritually. I really feel like my s8 is starting to fall away in some way. Since he had been in school, and my other son getting older an harder to deal with, I haven't been able to spend as much time with him. haven't prayed everynight like we used to. I used to really like him before and now sometimes I'm so annoyed by his attitudes and it's almost like he's a different boy. So I really need to buckle down and put God as a focus in his life like we used to. This is where it is hard for me because since I'm the only one who has Godly beliefs, it's all on me. It would be so nice if H would say prayers at night with him or something. I guess I'm just gonna have to try to get s3 to bed earlier so I can have time for s8.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."