I haven't posted anything in awhile because there hasn't been anything to post. My life is just the same. I am married but live apart. We are somewhat friends and I can deal with that. It takes time to find each other again. Maybe one day my H will open his heart to me again but for now he has a wall up.
I won't give up on him or our marriage. I will fight til the end.
I am however going to leave the boards. I know I have said it in the past but never really left. This time, I have to. Today at 5:00 I will check on here one last time. I wish everyone the best. This is just something I feel I need to do to be able to heal and start to live life again.
If anyone wants to get in touch with me, they can look me up on my myspace.
