Thanks for the encouragement. The waiting does stink, but I will do that for her. It's really funny, because the biggest change people are noticing is my patience. I'm not a patient person, never have been, always a fixer, doer and a driver.
For the first time ever, I have stopped, slowed down and taken a look at and smelled the roses. This is my life, and it sucked before, no room for love whatsoever. Another thing I noticed, is that now I'm busier then before with work, friends, my S and W. But it has all slowed down, not the slow from this sitch sucks, but the perspective has changed. What is important has changed. With that life has slowed to an easy pace with a good background song.
My mother is just floored, father always said my temper would land me behind bars one day, and now they told me last night that I have either lost it or I'm really doing well at this. Either way they like the new me.
Well who knows, tomorrow may be crazy day!
Dropped S off, didn't say anything about last night. Didn't apologize, nothing! Brought W her coffee, she asked me to sit and threw her foot in my lap. I do have to say this foot rubbing thing is taken me places, especially since I've never been a big foot guy. I might just rub her foot right back into my life, haha. Didn't have long 15 minutes, said I had to go and got the whiney no from her. Feels good to feel wanted. Even though she doesn't say those things, her actions are one and her mouth another.
