Well today I was called at 3am from her work (she works nights). She told me that shes thought about it and thinks we should take a break instead of my 30 day trial of working things out. We could still be friends but not in a relationship during the break, and we could still sleep together. (I've never been in a relationship previously with any girl that was into sex as she is...) I declined this, and she ran out of time to talk as her break ended. Then she chose not to call me back in future breaks.
It's now 9am Thursday. She's supposed to be home at 7. She's not home. I called her cellphone - no answer. I called her relative a minute ago. No answer. She was supposed to pay me back some money she borrowed today after work, and pay for her 1/2 of the cellphone bill which she's pleaded for me earlier this week not to have disconnected during all of this (the two lines are on my bill; she has worse credit than I). I was using this as my reason for calling.
I'm feeling stupid about the phone bill. I mean, without a homephone, she is using that as her primarily means of communication when shes not at work with this guy. She's using a tool I'm providing to divide us. I also feel like she isn't going to pay me today and is probably lying about whereabouts (right now). It sounds petty but I'm thinking of having her number disconnected today.
This would also finally solve my wanting to call her all the time and thinking about her calling me as it just wouldn't be possible and that might make that part easier right now.
