Hey tiredandlost- Thanks for checking in on me. I am doing OK. I sense depression setting in, though. If my mind isn't occupied doing something, I feel down and sad. I doubt I will seek medical attention for it. My remedy of choice is to get back to the habit of exercising 3-4 times a week. I stopped doing it about two weeks ago, and I have noticed the slide down the slope.
Did some GAL with the kids yesterday. Wife continues to respond irrationally, and she accuses me of corresponding with OM's wife. I am just acting as-if, and going about my business. Funny how she is almost jealous of her... If she had no
I know she is not happy. My concern is that she believes that a D will end her unhappiness. I suspect OM is pushing her toward it. Working in my favor is the fear I believe she has of the reality of the whole thing, especially of how to deal with the appearance of her with another man before the ink is dry... especially with the kids. I am their FATHER, and they will soon figure out that she burned me pretty bad. This will not put her in good favor with them, esp the 14 yr old. He's old enough to figure it all out.
I have work to do. I need to demonstrate that I can communicate (LISTEN), and continue to GAL, with particular focus on the kids.
