Just keep in mind that real change can occur. Who knows? Live your life, love your kids and keep your mind open. If she ever shows a true effort, gets perhaps some professional help and really wants to work on things you might find down the road a new and improved mother for your children. If it turns into a new relationship for you as well, there's not telling. As I said, "Who knows?" The old marriage and relationship is dead. If a new one springs up then so much the better but whatever happens you've grown.
Now, get out there and just be for awhile. There's a storm coming. Enjoy the relative peace for awhile.
