Been looking for apts this week. I really can't afford to stay here in the remnants of our M-emotionally nor financially. Most of our friends are plain shocked at the way she handled this and that she bailed so soon on our M. The thought of living alone again is not something I look forward to in the least. So anyone read the previous posts, and have any advice on whether to move to a nearby town or to stick closer to our mutual friends and where she is likely to be? How will she know I am doing a 180 if she isn't bumping into me or hearing things through the grapevine?