Your right Nikki. It really isn't like I screwed up. I do agree that I can get obsessed and be on here too much. So I am trying to do better. Do more housework and be with the kids. I really should set a time for me to do stuff on the computer and then stick to it. Yes, I think H did think some EA was going on and that why he confronted me. I am really glad that he did that, because at least it shows there's communication. That was the biggest problem before.

This week has been a lot better. no crazy stuff has happened! the funeral for my cuz was Monday. I didn't go, almost glad because seeing everyone in such a shocked state would have been very emotional. I also found out that he was studying to be a police officer. The priest talked about how no one really knows what exactly happened except those who where present, so we have no idea if he came to God at the last minute or if he was even defending himself...I'm not sure we'll ever know 100%.

Thanks for checking in on me guys!


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."