Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

So on the GAL...I have a life. That is a large part of what got me here. My priorities were friends, me, wife, marriage. I had been self conscious about gaining 20 lbs this year. My wife has lost a bit more in same time due to her diligent work out and diet regimen. So, one change is that I am biking daily, and working on a work out routine in the a.m. Curious to see the results when I am at home this weekedn watching dogs and get to weigh in on our scale.
Had a trip planned with a few friends from out of town for 1st Aug weekend that i backed out of to be available for W time. Decided tonight and committed that I need to get away, so am going. May come back early Sunday for W time, as that seems to be the day she wants to have as together time (not sure she wants that at all, maybe just appeasing me).
What I'm gettig at is I have been doing the GAL thing which got me here. So the balance of that vs. changing to a better man with better priorities is downright confusing. And my 180 seems should be to pay more attention to her. But I need to give her space.
Side note: been trying to read the success stories, but the comp at my current residence may have been made by Al Gore himself when he 1st invented the internet. It likes to freeze up a lot. I get about an hour at work to check things out, but can't really think with the interruptions and such. I don't want to bring my comp over for 2 reasons:
1 seems like a big action signifying permanance of sitch
2 W has own comp on router that is touchy and if I disconnect (mine is main comp) might screw her internet. (Read: reason for me to stop by house once a week).
Yeah, I know my head isn't straight and can point out these things. Just so weird right now, up seems down and so forth.
Looking forward to my puppies crowding me in bed this weekend. We have a 120 lb Dane/Wolfhound and an 85 lb Pyr/Lab. No wonder she can get by without me, they match me pound for pound!
Thank God for laughs!!!!