I hope that your cousin's family (and you) are doing ok. I know it's so hard... thinking that someone was in so much pain that they committed suicide instead of reaching out.
About the internet thing... I think you keep selling yourself short when you say you screwed up. There's nothing wrong with being online if it's something you enjoy. Now... if you were looking for men, on here obsessively all hours of the day/night, etc. that would be different. But it bothers me that you're having to feel like you screwed up every time you email someone, post here, etc. Does he feel like he screwed up every time you walk in the room and he's playing a video game?? My guess is that he's feeling a little insecure and maybe worried about an EA online.
If YOU agree that you're on too much then I can understand it - maybe you guys can set some time limits for both of you on the computer/internet, games, etc. What do you think??
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
