Wow...Sandi...I can only imagine how good you are starting feel about yourself...I totally understand how you just seem to let things go when you are not emotionally well...depression, MLC, or whatever...so it is a wonderful step forward that you have taken the shirt pile and finally set a small goal to accomplish a great task...
I think it is great (and sure your H does too) that you cooked dinner...these are true expressions that you can give that show you are really working your way back...
Who knows...the way you are progressing you might need to consider ordering one of those beds with two different sides of firmness...because you are right about losing that intimacy 20 years ago when you started sleeping seperately...couples need that closeness...
I am very very proud of you for the baby steps (I really think they are more leaps and bounds but if you say baby steps I will go with that)you have taken...
Keep journaling...because it does help you...it reaffirms what you WANT...and helps to make it REAL to your mind...so keep posting...you are doing absolutely fantastic!!!
