Hello, As of right now I can feel the tension building because she will be going soon to meet him (8/2 thru 8/7). Not her tension, mine. I never thought she would do something like this. I think I'm doing a good job 'acting' normal around her. No R talk. She posted that her daycare will be closed these days. She hasnt told me what she is telling the kids this time. last time (when she couldnt go) she told them is was going to be with an old college girl friend. I feel like if I done ask then some one will ask me and I wont know what to say. I don't want to be the one to expose her affair. I also dont want to help her hide it.
Also, I think she may be on pins and needles. I went in to shower this morning and she was on her messenger talking to someone. After I showered I peeked through the door jamb(small crack) and saw her still typing on it. I unlocked the door and came out and she was instantly looking at clothing. hmm?
I am loosing respect for her. And in the same breath I LOVE HER! WTF is a matter with me!
