Jazz, sadhhearted, NM, are my thoughts up above stupid in that thought process? Jazz you are kind of making me doubt myself in that those are reasonable processes for her.
Actually I'm extremely jealous in the way you're handling it and the detachment you're feeling 7. You're a bigger man than I am. I can't seem to dump that last bit that keeps me awake at night.
Remember my wife had a PA 5 years ago on me. Emotionally...I made her pay for it everyday for a long time. It's always been a rough spot for me. I finally learned to forgive her..but not forget it. Took my repsonsibility for why it happened. I still beat myself up over it.
I don't think your feeling is wrong. I don't think feelings should ever be wrong. I admire you for being able to detach and look down the road. I can't see past the windshield right now.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
