One day at a time

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Makes it confusing. And right now I confuse easily.

Oh another odd thing my H's new job is across the street from here. And he moved across town to be close to his last job. Would be so much better if he were to come home.

Well I believe I'm going to hit the sack. Shouldn't have any problem going to sleep tonight.

Going to break out into song. The sun will come up tomorrow....lol

[789]

Is that a dog I hear howling in the background?

[sadhearted]

Very possibly.

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lol, my dog howls every time I do any attempt at singing out loud. It is funny as hell.

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Ours is outside so no howling when I sing. Just sometimes the kids saying stop that! Course that's normally more geared to when their dad starts singing.

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Women just have a better voice for singing, but then again I am biased for women.

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I was just coming on to say my H emailed me while ago to see if I had heard anything about his grandmother today. No one in his family has his new cell number so they'd be contacting me to get word to him. Now I had told myself I was not going to talk to him. Just let him be. Well I had to respond to that so I simply said no I haven't if I do I'll let you know. And I ask that if you hear something you let me know. He responded back they don't have his number so I'd know before him. THEN he said I'm sorry if I was a bit of a jerk when I left yesterday. lots of emotions.

Um.... I wasn't expecting that. I had considered apologizing to him for our dicusiion turning to us last night. Because I had no intention of that happening and I don't want him thinking I'm using this as a reason to bring us up. Well he was the one that started it but you know.... Just nice to get an I'm sorry.

[789]

See, maybe some positives out of yesterday besides just a cold coke. He is still showing signs of caring.
Can't you give his family his new cell # ?

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Yeah another positive. I hope he still cares. Honestly right this moment I'm just blah. I'd say numb but I feel sadness. Yes it's nice to get an apology but I'm just kinda here.

I could but to be honest I don't think he cares that they don't have it. He wants nothing to do with his parents and he's never been close with his brother. If he wanted them to have it he could have at least given it to his brother. And no one has asked me for it. I figure it's probably easier on my H to have a go between. And I don't know maybe it's easier to hear the news from me then from his dad who he doesn't want to deal with.

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Baby steps, one little baby step at a time.
Refresh my memory, to many people in here, he has not filed for a legal separation or divorce right.