I picked my son up this morning to take him to his summer school. He had an interesting bit of information for me, mind you I am a good dad and do not use my son for anything during this, no questions about anything his mom says or does, he does sometimes say things but usually on the minor side. Well not this morning. Once we were in the car he looked a little down and I asked him what was wrong. His response.
Mommy was on the phone for hours(probably minutes) last night with some guy and she was really sad and crying and yelling. He then proceeded to tell me that she told whoever it was that she didn't know what she wanted to do, not sure if she wanted a divorce, felt she was being used when she needs to be on her own. After that is when the crying and yelling started according to him. He tried to say more but I put a stop to it and told him not to worry, everything is okay and he shouldn't have been listening.
Not going to put much into it but at the same time I think she may have been being pushed to get me out of the picture and when she balked because she wasn't sure what she wanted the OM started in on her. That I can only smile about.
That might help explain her daily turns in how she was acting. She was trying to find happiness with someone, but at the same time not sure about us. One good week and then boom telling me she filed, which I could not find proof of at the court houses. Yesterday in our interactions you would of thought nothing was wrong with us, completely friendly talking and such.
I have had thoughts she might be seeing someone but I have been a good boy and not snooped around to find out, the only thing I knew was she was going out because she would say so herself, but always said with her girlfriends. Her last night going out that she told me was last saturday, sunday she says she had filed. Monday was kind of quiet, and yesterday we were like good old friends. I thought I went to the smaller roller coaster but guess I was wrong.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07