I know that was an incredibly hard decision, and I know you exhausted all other options for yourself. Its been a long time in the trenches for you, and things will probably not get any easier for awhile. Take heart in those you know who have made it through a D and come out better persons. I have faith in you. Your kids are benefitting greatly from having a dad who cares about them so much.
Be well, Chrome
p.s. I also hope that MrsChoc will make it through the hard times she is going to have, especially when she wakes up and fully realizes what she has done. Hopefully she can get her stuff together enough to be a good mother at least.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"