That was nice. My H has always been high energy, high sex drive type of person, Im not I already know this, but why he strayed to that, I think for attention. Hes very needy that way, where as Im not. We change so as we get older, I am not the same person I was when I was 19, I am totally different and they through two kids in the mix, its tough. I do think I still love him, but in a different way. I can't get passed the fact that he is not there emotionally for me and I don't think ever will be.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
