Well, actually the text was sent before I ever even heard of this site. I sent it after I heard a message from her telling him that she wasn't going out of town that weekend after all. Why did he need to know that? According to him, they are just friends and she is helping with the job....then what business is it of his what she is doing on the weekend? Anyway, I digress. I didn't send her or him anything yesterday. I didn't even call. He had left on Sunday and I hadn't seen or heard from him since. Well, I went to workout last night...got home at about 9:30...and he was there. I was shocked. I was nervous to even go in the house. I didn't even ask him about her. I am almost to the point that I don't really care. I feel like everything we had was a lie. I feel like if he doesn't want me, then why do I want him? I deserve better. But I can't help but WANT him.
I did ask him last night if he felt the same way, and he said yes. He says he just feels different. He doesn't think he can be the person I need him to be. He says he isn't cut out for marriage. He says it is all him, I have done nothing wrong, and therefore there is nothing I can do to fix it. According to him, there is nothing we can do. He needs his freedom and independence. I haven't read all of DR yet, but I am not sure what to do with this.
