Sounds like cold feet after the fact. It sounds like you have potential for a great marriage but she has decided against it. You are friends, you have similar interests. She may need a reminder of why she wanted to marry you in the first place. It does not matter that you did not make it to one year. Don't focus on that. There are people here going through it at different times and it is always difficult so don't feel bad. For a lot of couples the first is supposed to be the best for otheres it is the hardest! Watch your weight and depression. If your friends cannot hear about it, save it for here and the therapist.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."