One day at a time

[sadhearted]

Oh I know you aren't giving up. Neither am I but to be honest there for a couple minutes tonight I felt like it. Your right I don't want him coming back just because of his grandma's situation. I want him back because he wants to be. Just wonder if that'll ever happen.

Ah but this could all just be a front for his grandma. Yeah he's talking be it not nice. Small steps I know. Boy I sound very pesimistic. I'm supposed to be the optimist of the 2 of us. Need to hit myself with a 2x4.