Madonna/Whore Complex - Part 6

[Heywyre]

I still haven't been able to come up with any answer to that question but I am still digging. I am sure it has to do with my childhood and my parents own lack of emotionally being there for me.

Martelo - you have a good point, perhaps subconsciously I don't feel I deserve better. I know I have (on occasion) felt like the martyr, that's for sure. For what reason, I still don't have a clue

I do know that I feel one should fight for their marriage a little more than most do nowadays but to what extent? Until it destroys you?

H and I had a heated discussion this evening, ending with him walking out of the room and me not being able to finish what I started. So I wrote it down and gave it to him. I wasn't about to push my feelings down, just because of the response I might get - nope!! I am through with dealing with things that way. He is going to hear me out, verbally or in writing. He chose not to reply and just went to bed without saying a word.