Honestly right now I just feel kinda numb. I'm not giving up but this is the first time I've felt like it. You're right he's processing alot right now. I don't want to see his grandma die but I think she's ready. I really don't know that she will but if she doesn't she won't be the same. It's just all very sad. And I hate that instead of being there for each other we're across town grieving.

Though I gotta ask what positve parts you're seeing?


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07