well it defiently started to slide back today. the parade was great but she did snap at me once about getting up to go smoke, after she just did like 30 minutes earlier. i just sat there and looked at her, no face though just expressionless. she caught herself and apologized, really caught me though, i haven't seen behavior like that in ages, even through all of this. but really the parade was very positive, except for that.
we decided to go get some lunch, and things were going well, laughing, she been touching me, even snuggled up for a minute. so on the long walk back to the car, thought i would try the hand hold. i seriously think i just about got slapped, oh she was pissed. it was rather funny. so lunch was a real joy, two people saying pretty much nothing watching the boy throw his food.
so then she realizes that she needs her dryer still hooked up. suddenly she is sunshine again. so i go back to her place, and she wants to talk. tells me that she really enjoyed the day and wants more family activities. sounds great. then she tosses in, that even if the d goes through she still wants family time. hmm, didn't say anything, but i look at it like this, we d, we're not a family. maybe just a diffrent kind, but i'm not spending my time with her.
so other then that, the talk went well. i had to run to 2 hardware stores to get the right plug. got it working, and her new friend comes by. we meet, she seems nice, is a bombshell. well we are getting along great, talking, laughing, she asks me about 2 guys she is dating. so after 30 minutes i take off.
w calls later, and says you won't believe this, but her new friend said i was cute and wanted my number. jokingly i say back, well she knows a good one when she sees him, why don't you give me her number. w snaps back, "your mine!" haha, a little jealosy may help. probably not though.
w tried to ask a lot of questions about what i was doing tonight, and i kept it at just going out. so she calls later, and tells me that she is heading to her families bbq, that her and s will be back around 9, and have a good time tonight. not sure what that was about, but she hasn't let me in on her whereabouts for some time.
