AH, thank you. I have such a headache right now. Yes, it's been a long time. A lot has changed since then. Snodderly, honestly, I think replay is well over with. I don't think he's come out of crisis mode, but he is absolutely not acting at all like the crazy person of 2 years ago. His personality that I knew before this all began has been back for a while, but with distance and hesitation because we aren't together and haven't been for some time now. I tell you, the man was acting insane for a long time. Thankfully, he isn't doing those things now, but he doesn't want to put in what it would take to repair things. I don't think that's part of replay. He could very well be in counseling for all I know; I do not ask. Maybe he does know what has caused him to do the things he did. Just now he wrote and said he has much regret for his choices. I told him I have my own regrets, too. This all sucks. Sorry.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
