first, I am so glad you have started posting a little again..I have missed you.
I am so sorry that your last exchange with H was so negative, and I know how sad you must feel right now. I do think ANewME is onto something. Your h sounds fearful. Also, it sounds far from finished, or definite or forceful. I hope you can just hang back (as I know you have been), keep praying, and let him stew a little more.
Big hugs, oldtimer, who would have thought we'd be doing this 2 years down the road,
