A New Me, I am a Christian person, and would probably enjoy that book. I will look into it, so thank you. It may be fear talking, but in the end if he just doesn't feel we are worth the effort, then there is no marriage or relationship. I find it hurtful to think about what he did. He didn't seem afraid or embarrassed when he left me and had an affair. It didn't bother him then what our families or friends thought of him. And, that was when he was running about living a sordid life. But now, suddenly, he has guilt and he can't do it. I could understand it when he was in replay and acting like he did. I guess I thought once he woke up from that, he would be desperate to get back all that we had together. Boy was I wrong.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
