Sounds like fear talking to me. I have to tell you hope that I hae not had any reason to be hopeful in months but I began reading and doing the study guide that goes with The Power of a Praying Wife by Storme Omaritan. I feel such peace and relief and I have just read the first week's reading and only answered less than half of the questions for this week. It just sounds so logical and clears up much of what I have been wanting to know about praying for my husband and leaving the situation to God.
I don't know what your beliefs re and wouldn't be presumptuous enough to tell you what to believe but I am so glad I bought it and would highly recommend it to anyone who still wants to save their marriage.
You are so worth working for and hopefully your H will figure that out before it is too late.
Take care and God bless.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
