Thank all of you for your posts. You've been tremendously helpful !!! I'm starting to feel really disgusted now as I realize more and more how awfully this woman (my wife) has treated me. And our children. All the deceit, all the lies, all the omission, the attitude, the disrespect, disdain, contempt, lack of empathy etc. It's really starting to gross me the f**ck out. I'm starting to understand what you mean by her still "Wayward Wife" mentality. Her addiction. I think I'm understanding that if it's not an affair, it's alcohol, or drugs, whatever. Or all. We had passion twice since this mess. Both times after I performed at a club, she was drunk, it was secretive. Kinda like an affair. I've been f**cking played. I want to puke. This f**cking sux. Thanks again.
