thanks mike and nikki. he just called, thankfully read this right before. he was really abrupt, asked to say goodnight to the kids (its a little earlier than he normally would call, not sure if that means anything). I was upbeat, told him to hold on, S5 was right there. S5 chatted for a bit, then I told H that I had to go downstairs to get S3/D3. he didn't say a word, not even in acknowledgment. gave S3 the phone, he just said goodnight, then D3 the phone, who didn's say much more. I told H that was all, they weren't being talkative (par for the course with phone calls with them, so not a big deal). H barely acknowledged that, didn't say anything to me about anything else, just said bye, I stayed upbeat and told him to have a good night.
hope that was okay. he still sounds pissed as all get out. what a 180 from the way he was this past weekend! and not in a good way. I hate this. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. but doesn't look like there is anything more I can be doing (right?).
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
