I miss the girl big time but her being that submissive to him just seems like there's various layers of cheating. Not sure if anyone else has heard anything of that nature.
Also i came to the realization that although I've been feeling very very betrayed even though I knew this might have been an option for her when we separated knowing she has sex addictive personality I am know starting to see that when I told her I didn't have a romantic love for her and I didn't really want to have kids with her how betrayed she must have felt. I thought I was just being truthful. But I'm thinking now that I probably committed the ultimate betrayal. And if thats true then do I have the right to give myself an ultimatum about what she did or didn't do with him? Thoughts please
(fyi, I've been reading DB book and I now see why i made those comments. Due to depression, and selective memory, not my real feelings for her which I'm relieved to know)
