Why do these things happen VII

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I do too.
But at current time I am not putting much into it even if I should. I do want to stay married but I need to let it be and let her take the reigns of what she is going to do. It is not that she goes back in forth about what she says or does, it is that it has become a daily ritual for her that I cannot handle. So good or bad days from her aren't going to mean what they did even a couple of weeks ago. A consistent pattern over the long term is what I will start paying attention about.