I am bored, I am lonely, I am hungry for a passionate relationship with someone who likes to hold me, LM, play, flirt and be best friends.
And you may find this in the begining with another person. But it may dwindle also as time goes by. Or you may not ever find one person to be your ideal lover and your best friend. Are you willing to take that chance?
I am gonna get personal. What kind of sex life do you have? What kind of sex do you have. Do you share and explore sexual ideas with your H.
You tell your H verbally you want more sex but do you tell him physically. Not to many guys I know that dont have ed issues are not going to respond to outright sexual advances or stimualation though they may not be the one making them or seeking them.
It does not sound to me as if your H does not want you. It sound to me like he is content. And it sounds to me as if your boredom is somewhat based on his contentment. But that fact you are bored makes you crave things you do not get enough of or think you dont get enough of making you dissatisfied . If other then your sex life you can say you have a good life. I would think it is worth working on not walking away from.
