One day at a time

[sadhearted]

Yeah these stages aren't pleasant. I mean I've always known he'll come close realize what he's doing and back away. It just gets me every time. I think this is the first time it's felt more business like.

It's my H's grandma and yes it is sad. I've always loved her. She was the only one in his family that accepted me for me. I'm going to meet him after he gets off work and we're going to go up to see her. Guess he's putting on a nice front for his family. This is my H's second marriage and I want it to last til death. I have no control over it though.

I came across the scripture today that says What therefore God hath joined together let no man put asunder. That lifted me for a minute. Still feel sad though. Not sure I can make it thru tonight going to the hospital and not cry at some point.

Thanks. It feels like right now I'm hanging by a thread but I'm hanging.