I know, in the long run it won't help anything. I just never thought that he was capable of not only hurting me like this, but to KEEP hurting me like this. I just feel like I don't know him anymore. I have no one here. I left my friends and family and quit my job and moved here when we got married. He had no choice, he was in the air force. I had to make all the sacrifices. Now I just feel like, how could he do this to me??? After everything I have done for him. We have been through so much together and now she just swoops right in. I just don't know how to deal with it.
