New issue part 2

[LisaLost]

Thanks to everyone who read and posted to me. It means alot and I got alot of view points to think on. I truly don't know how to handle this- He tells me to trust him and then he lies to me again. He called me after he got off work last night and we talked. I told him how I was having a hard time with this and that the ow was chiming in on how she wasn't going to give up on getting him- He said she did text him that he should just give he a chance to prove to him how much she loves him and that if he chooses not to be with her then he has lost the best thing in his life. I can't believe she would say that but I guess these women are in a world of their own. This is another woman's husband she is talking to , do these women get it? He said he did not respond- I have my doubts. I tell him that I don't know if I can trust him and he gets mad at me. We hung up and I had to go uptown- While I am going uptown I pass him going towards my home. Now he works in a town 20 minutes away and his brother who he says he is staying with lives there too so he would have no reason to come to the town I live in- well I called him and he could hear that I was in the car- he asked where I was going and I told him. I asked if he made it home yet and he said I am headed to my brother's house right now. I asked if he was in LO(the town his brothwer lives in and that my H works in) he told me yes, where else would I be? I said Lake City(my town), he said why would I be in LC? I said I don't know but I just passed you. He got upset at me- He got caught in another lie and got mad at me. He said all I have beendoing is telling him that he is not trustworthy and nagging him and I was a bitch and needed to grow up. He then hung up and I did not call him back and he did not call me back. He did try to call around 10:00pm and he called 3 times but I did not answer. I have not been able to sleep or really eat since all of this. I did call him this morning at work, he was nice but when I told him that I was trying to work through my feelings he got mad and said that I could go to hell- that the ow could go to hell and that he only cared about the kids and himself that nobody would ever get his heart again. Hetold me that I wasn't worth the effort and he was sick of trying to kiss my *ss to make me trust him and believe what he says. He said that I never loved him and if I did then I would give him the benefit of the doubt. I saked him if that is how he really felt and he said well it's what I wanted to hear so he told me. I just don't get it- He doesn't see how hard this is for me? He thinks that everything can just go away , I don't get it- I am so hurt. But I guess I let him do this to me- I truly don't get why he tells me to grow up


Lisa